almost threw out all my dolls

[wiccacat]

Yesterday was a very bad day for me. I have a real medical phobia but i was feeling so sick that i forced myself to go to the dr. I found out i have a kidney infection. I also broke my front tooth and i have an even greater fear of dentists. When i got home from the dr. i found my mom crying. Our 13 year old dog had suddenly
gotten very sick. She took her to the vet and learned that she had advanced cancer. We had no idea she was so sick. My poor sweet dog had to be put down.

When i went to bed last night i was feeling so sick. It was so hot, no ac, and all the dolls just seemed to be crowding around me. Samantha fell and hit me in the face which added a fat lip to my woes. So i got mad and got a box or garbage bags. I filled 3 big bags and threw them down the steps. Having all of these dolls around just semed so silly and meaningless. The garbage pickup isn't until thursday and right now they're just sitting in the hall. If my other dog smells them she'll chew them up today while i'm at work but i really don't care right now. I don't have the energy to haul them back upstairs anyway. Did you ever feel like this? Like just throwing them all away?
Maybe i'll feel better later.

[chikorita1999]

So sorry you're feeling down. [img]graemlins/broken_heart.gif[/img] I hope you'll feel better soon. Hang in there! [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]

[Kit_Girl]

awwww doesnt it suck that everything bad has to happen in one day?
I total hear ya about throwing dolls away! I feel the need at least 1 a month LOL Just pack them up and put them away for some time and take them out later when you feel better.

hope you do feel better,
Tracy

[T. Lynn]

Sorry to hear about all your pain yesterday but please don't throw them away. You'll regret it later and it would be too late.

Everything will work out and we're all here for you. Everyone has bad days. Last Thursday I got a phone call from my mom saying that my grandfather in TN was on life support and they wanted to pull the plug. My parents didn't have the funds to get out there but wanted to go to see him and the DR. wouldn't wait. After being on the phone numerous times with the DR. they were going to try something else and I loaned my mom the money to go and take my dad (it was his dad) and they needed to go. Long story short, the DR. is not pulling the plug now and mom and dad got to be there and are heading home today. Over the weekend, I thought my life was falling apart. Since my grandfather lives so far away, he hasn't gotten to meet his granddaughter except for pictures. I'm hoping he will get better so I can go out soon for them to meet.

Goes to show you how things can change on a dime. One day your having the best day and the next you feel your life is ending.

[amyjoy]

I am so sorry!!!!! What an awful day!!!! [img]frown.gif[/img]
I know you are feeling just terrible and sad, but I think even though you are upset right now, later you will be wanting your dolls.
I know there are more important things in life than dolls, but please don't throw them away. You will surely regret it later.
I hope things turn around for you [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] !!!

[judiaci]

That is a bad day!
I hope you start feeling better soon. I am so sorry to hear about your dog. [img]frown.gif[/img]

PS - Keep the dolls in the bag and put them out of sight somewhere. One day, you will feel better and want to see them again.

[Miss_Nellie_OMalley]

Don't throw them away! If you just can't stand to be with them right now box or bag them (like you have already done) up and put them away. Odds are you'll want them again some day... and if not... they are an investement that you can resell when/if you really need the money.

We are here for ya!! Don't get discouraged!

[Polly Marie]

I've had times that I didn't wish to think about doll things or other hobbies because it seemed so trivia compared to what was on life's platter at the time.
I hope that your place gets cooler and that when you return from work the dolls are alright.
Also I'm very sorry about your beloved dog. I know it must be rough on your mother and you. [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]
Polly Marie

[emsmombuysdolls]

I am sorry you are having such a rough time right now. Everyone is right, you will regret throwing them away. Since you don't have the energy to haul them upstairs, just stash them in a room where you can keep the door shut and the dog out. The best part is the dollies won't mind you taking out your frustration on them at all. That's what stuffed friends are for. They will be ready to love you when you decide the time is right. Hang in there!

[tejasgal]

(((HUGS))) I definitely understand what it's like to have one of those days, where nothing seems to go right. I know things will get better, you just have to hang in there. And definitely don't throw your dolls out. I try never to do anything in a rage, because I always regret it later...always! You may just need to put them away for awhile and then pull them out later when you're ready.